Ahhh feeling so annoyed idek somebody just kill me please fucking hate living like tt I don't even know how to cope anymore fml fml fml
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pokcheckerdots- February 27th, 2011
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- February 22nd, 2011
I miss you grandma
3 years already idek....Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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- January 3rd, 2011
he is such a strong boy really
he can still perform
seriously, i dont know how he can actually perform because i know this feeling too well too too well
i have my regrets
3 years and i am still regretting for not being able to see grandma for the last time
you dont know how much i blame myself each and every time i think about it
i wish she would come into my dreams and let me know if she actually forgive me for not being there
i know she will because she dote on me the most but i can never convince myself
until now it's still my greatest regret.
so seeing him going thru this reminded me of myself.
i can still rmb how much i cried during the period of time and i still do.
its time to make a trip there. havent been there since i started working.
RIP, wookie's grandma
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- December 12th, 2010
Can't wait for dec to end :(
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- December 2nd, 2010
It's tiring staying in this house really somebody save me from this misery
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- December 1st, 2010
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- November 6th, 2010
I don't know but I cried half of my day away...it just won't stop.. It's full of mixed feelings about everything and anything which is stuck inside me accumulated over a period of time alr.. Maybe it's the work stress family my life my problems tons of things left unsaid tons of things can't be done tons of things in my head in my heart.. I really don't know how I am able to smile when sometimes my heart is crying or shouting for help.. As much as i don't like to show faces at my friends but sometimes when ppl do that so often I wonder why they can do it so obviously I don't understand some intention but i guess it's just individual and how to manage their life.. I wish I can cry when i feel like crying, smile like I really mean it and pissed when someone offended but i guess this is smth I can nv do it.. But I am glad there's friends there whom I feel really comfortable with.. What am I to do without them.. And I really hope I will stop crying.. It's like I am not strong enough and I dnw ppl to see that side of me.. I can't wait to get out of here soon.. I might be going away for a month if time permits beginning of next year.. I need a rest need a place for me to think about my life my future so ya fingers crossed praying very hard so that what I wanna do next year will come true.. The weather ain't helping anyway it's making me more depressed than before...
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- October 15th, 2010
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- July 9th, 2010
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- June 19th, 2010
oh
looks like i need to start eating health supplements again
as much as i hate the taste of it
but its good for health
so ya!
anyway
i am thinking of not going back to the previous japanese school already
told my mum about it tooooo
so i am looking for another school
tell you if you know of any good ones ya.
okay
headache is coming back
