Ahhh feeling so annoyed idek somebody just kill me please fucking hate living like tt I don't even know how to cope anymore fml fml fml
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Ahhh feeling so annoyed idek somebody just kill me please fucking hate living like tt I don't even know how to cope anymore fml fml fml
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It's tiring staying in this house really somebody save me from this misery
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I don't know but I cried half of my day away...it just won't stop.. It's full of mixed feelings about everything and anything which is stuck inside me accumulated over a period of time alr.. Maybe it's the work stress family my life my problems tons of things left unsaid tons of things can't be done tons of things in my head in my heart.. I really don't know how I am able to smile when sometimes my heart is crying or shouting for help.. As much as i don't like to show faces at my friends but sometimes when ppl do that so often I wonder why they can do it so obviously I don't understand some intention but i guess it's just individual and how to manage their life.. I wish I can cry when i feel like crying, smile like I really mean it and pissed when someone offended but i guess this is smth I can nv do it.. But I am glad there's friends there whom I feel really comfortable with.. What am I to do without them.. And I really hope I will stop crying.. It's like I am not strong enough and I dnw ppl to see that side of me.. I can't wait to get out of here soon.. I might be going away for a month if time permits beginning of next year.. I need a rest need a place for me to think about my life my future so ya fingers crossed praying very hard so that what I wanna do next year will come true.. The weather ain't helping anyway it's making me more depressed than before...
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